I am feeling like I need to prepare myself for something. But how in the world do you prepare yourself for who knows what? I am pretty sure it isn't food storage preparedness that I am feeling (although I am trying to get that all taken care of--slowly, but surely). So what other kind of preparedness do I need to accomplish?
Then when I get these feelings, I start to wonder if it is my mind just making me crazy and I can't stop thinking about all the things that could go wrong in life. And then I get mad, because I really HATE thinking about those things and I have to push them out of my mind. But I still have those feelings of getting ready for something. And really, can one truly prepare themselves for a major event? Seriously, sometimes I hate the way my mind works.
I guess I should start working on something. Whatever that something is.
Then when I get these feelings, I start to wonder if it is my mind just making me crazy and I can't stop thinking about all the things that could go wrong in life. And then I get mad, because I really HATE thinking about those things and I have to push them out of my mind. But I still have those feelings of getting ready for something. And really, can one truly prepare themselves for a major event? Seriously, sometimes I hate the way my mind works.
I guess I should start working on something. Whatever that something is.
5 comments:
I have an idea. Having a baby, cause that could happen at some point to you and also it just happened to your sister which gets you thinking about it.
You "nesting"?
Although having a baby is big, it is something more. I have actually felt this way for a couple of weeks.
Me "nesting"? I don't think so.
I'm glad I'm not the only one who has problems with paranoia! (I think that's how it's spelled??) Sometimes I get that feeling and it always makes me have anxiety! I hope you get it figured out so it can go away! We should all go to lunch next time you're in town!
Well I actually feel like I understand what you're feeling a little bit. Mine was really bad August of 2008, it went on a couple months but that month and into Sept. I acknowledged it more I guess. I felt like something was going to happen, then it turned into I felt I was going to loose someone close to me. Although I didn't loose anyone close to me, my Dad got in his accident in Oct. Maybe its coincidence but I actually feel that's what it was warning me for. Weird maybe, but the whole thing was weird. As for you, be prepared for life ;) But make sure to enjoy it as well. All will be okay. Love you!
Yes, you need to prepare yourself for the move back to Utah to be with you Favorite sister who misses you more than she has ever missed anyone in her whole life! I love you!!
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