I am feeling like I need to prepare myself for something. But how in the world do you prepare yourself for who knows what? I am pretty sure it isn't food storage preparedness that I am feeling (although I am trying to get that all taken care of--slowly, but surely). So what other kind of preparedness do I need to accomplish?
Then when I get these feelings, I start to wonder if it is my mind just making me crazy and I can't stop thinking about all the things that could go wrong in life. And then I get mad, because I really HATE thinking about those things and I have to push them out of my mind. But I still have those feelings of getting ready for something. And really, can one truly prepare themselves for a major event? Seriously, sometimes I hate the way my mind works.
I guess I should start working on something. Whatever that something is.
Then when I get these feelings, I start to wonder if it is my mind just making me crazy and I can't stop thinking about all the things that could go wrong in life. And then I get mad, because I really HATE thinking about those things and I have to push them out of my mind. But I still have those feelings of getting ready for something. And really, can one truly prepare themselves for a major event? Seriously, sometimes I hate the way my mind works.
I guess I should start working on something. Whatever that something is.



